You will come like the rain

rain -

1. water that falls from the sky to bring nourishment and new life to the earth
2. moisture you can see
3. the source of puddles and maker of mud
4. what forces me inside several months of the year...

I was just introduced to "My Soul Longs for You" by Jesus Culture.  Check out the song - (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUJQx_JmtVA).  Here are the lyrics to the whole song:

My Soul Longs for YOU

Nothing Else Will Do

I believe You will come like the Rain

You'll come like the rain

We are entrenched in rainy season.  October is always the rainiest month of the year.  When I attempt to describe it to people who have not experienced it, I usually say... well, it will be completely clear skies one minute and then the faucet is turned on full force the next.  And you are drenched.  All the time.  Rain coats and umbrellas only slightly help.  So usually, I think that all worships calling out for rain or to "let it rain" should be banned during the rainy season.  But this week, thinking about the certainty of Jesus coming like the rain poured out hope, joy, and peace on me.  He will come.  He is here.   And he comes like the faucet on full force.  Like an October day in Costa Rica.  How great it is to know He will come like the rain.  Makes me want to go dance and run in this rainstorm and thank God for coming to be here with me.

Living in the Waiting

waiting

1. the time in between the ask and the answer
2. wandering in the "desert" in search of the promised land
3. battle between being frustrated and being hopeful

You said that I didn't have to wait anymore.  You said to go.  I spent two weeks making sure that I was hearing you correctly, then checked in with people I trust.  We heard You say go, move, now is the time.  So, here I am trying to go.  And the very first step and ran smack into a very tall, very sturdy brick wall.

Yet, I know what I heard.  I trust You.  I know You know exactly how this will work out.  But seriously, after waiting for years for you to say Yes, Go!  This wait is much more challenging, more painful.  It feels almost cruel; like a smack in the face.  Doubt is constantly creeping in on the edges of my mind. 

Then You had someone speak straight to me.  "You don't want to be like Abraham and create a family on your own timing.  That was a mess and has caused generational turmoil."  Okay, I get it.  I definitely don't want to do that.  You spoke to Abraham.  You fulfilled Your promise - even after Abraham took things into his own hands and screwed everything up.  You still followed through with Your plan and Your promise.  So don't let me be like Abraham.  Let me live in the waiting.  Let me be prepared for when You decide to bust open opportunity and make miracles happen.  I'm watching and waiting. 

Psalm 27:14
"Wait patiently for the LORD.  Be brave and courageous.  Yes, wait patiently for the LORD."

I think you repeated that for me.... yes, yes, I get it.  I will wait.